Stupid ladies!!!

I don't know what's wrong with people these days. They are so uncivilised/uneducated at all.

This is what happened, it was raining in the evening today, so I was at the train station trying to get a cab to get back home. But got to know that there isn't any cab lining up as how it usually does. So I waited and waited till I saw a cab driving in, and there were someone inside getting down so i stand under the taxi stand waiting for the earlier customer to get down from the cab. And just as I was about to walk towards the cab, out of nowhere came this one lady barging through my way to open the cab's door and I was just so shocked to my disbelief. I almost went up to her and just tell her right to her face that I was there first. Arghh!! And to my knowing, there's another lady standing just right behind me, I saw another cab coming and she quickly rushed to that cab behind the earlier cab which that first lady stole from me! Just because I was just being so called nice enough to just let it be when I "lost" my first cab to that stupid lady doesn't mean you can just take my the other one too. I mean how in the world can a person just do such thing, don't you know what courtesy and manner is? Haven't you been taught by your parents or at school at least? And I have to mention out here that both stupid ladies are Indians, am not trying to be racist here or something but I realise it's always the Indians that does such immoral stuff to me. I don't apply this immoral act to all the Indians out there or to my friends who are Indians, but jsut to these two ladies. I was so damn pissed at today's incident! Mind you two ladies to get back to school and learn your manners from scratch for God's sake!

Special dedication...

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when things change this time we can't turn back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of that night we had
I didn't know much of love
But it came too soon
And there was me and you
And then we got real close
Stay at home talking on the telephone with me

We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Sis Forever

So if we get a new life
And we make the big changes
When we look back now
Will our jokes still be funny?
Will we still remember everything that went so wrong?
Still be trying to mend all the things back
Will he still look at the things all the same way?
Can we ever find a way that won't ruin us both?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had together
And as our lives change
Come whatever
We will still be
Sis Forever

La, la, la, la?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la?
We will still be sis forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there?
Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're sisters again
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round?
Will these good and bad memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly....

~I love you sis~

Emo out of the blues

This morning as I was on my way for my ballet class, I don't know why but something just came through my mind telling me that I should warn my sister to help protect herself against him. I guess I was just reacting as a protective sister naturally over her younger sister. I felt that I should just say it out to her so I texted her(even though I will be seeing her later too at ballet). She said to me it sounded random, yes I have to agree it sounded random but it's just basic instinct, afraid that something might happen. I even skipped my ballet class, sitting outside the studio talking to my sister over it. It was a long solid an hour thirty minutes talk. There were laughter and there were also serious matter. Am I being too protective over my own sister? I just feel like I should do all this, to guide her and to teach her what I can, as much as I can before it's too late. I would definitely want to see her being able to stand on her own two feet, being independent. There's nothing more I could ask for from her, but to see her happy at the end of the day, because I know I'll be the one smiling with her too.

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Another thing was, as soon as I got back home after ballet, I turned on me computer and found out I received an offline message from my Slovak friend, Lukas. He told me he was about to leave for Mexico and just wanted to say goodbye to me. I got so emotional reading the message and tears came down. I wonder why did he not mention to me about this much earlier so I could at least spend more time talking to him before that. I am missing him tremendously. I hate goodbye! Why is everyone who's close to me are leaving one by one? I can't take it anymore. I shall one day leave too aye?

Fast forward!

Everything that happened today felt just like someone pressing on the 'fast forward' button. LOL! First, this morning I found myself waking up at 1pm(so I shall say this AFTERNOON) which I don't really wake up that late, I was so shocked and my eyes were just so wide open in disbelief when I saw the clock. The reason why that late? Last night I only got to bed in the wee hours working on my next presentation for Monday *sobs* I was so dead tired for nuts! And the next thing I knew, my phone rang, a text message from Lydia asking me out for coffee at 3pm. So I told her it's on. Rushed in getting ready for a rendezvous with Lydia and also a gym-date after that with me sis. Got over to Startbucks at Amcorp Mall and it was a great time catching up with her after so long, even though it was only for a short time as she's got to rushed off to Bangsar for another rendezvous. Miss you and thanks for coffee, Lyd! *xoxo* Then I rushed over to the gym and waited for me sis to get over. And then came hot yoga...I seriously don't know what was going wrong with the yogi as he was doing the poses really really superly extremely FAST! LMAO! Especially the 'sun salutation'! I think at the speed that he was doing, bend forward and bend backwards and stretch...whatever...someone is gonna break their back and just die on the spot in the studio! I mean...what's the rush? Doesn't he know that yoga is one form of an exercise which requires slow motion? I mean com'on...this is just too much for me and it's definitely ridiculous! Out of this world! Nuff said. Hope I'm not ranting too much.

Bruises + back aches

The title says it all. Haha! I'm actually refering the title to what happened at gym on Tuesday, which was my gym-date with my sis and Wednesday, my hot yoga day.

Lets start off with Tuesday...

Went to the gym as promised for a gym-date with sis and we started working our arses off on most of the cardio machines. Approximately after an hour on cardio, we both decided to cool down for abit to catch some breath and while doing so we went to the bar by the walls to stretch out a little(one leg up straight on the bar, and slide it down the bar into a split!) After doing so for both sides, we then decided to go into the empty studio to work on our dance. And I suddenly thought of giving it a shot of doing my old choreography at that moment and coincidentaly my sis had the music in her MP3 player, so it was a green light! Took her MP3, plugged it into my ears and I started dancing. And if you all are wondering how did I get the bruises, well because in this choreography there're many parts that incudes split poses. So...there you go, BRUISES! On me left knee basically cause it's always a right leg front split. And I did that dance over and over again to be exact =p My poor lil' knee... Won't be wearing any short shorts and skirt for the time being *winks* or apply some coverstick/concealer, perhaps? *LMAO*

And comes Wednesday...

As I've mentioned earlier that today is hot yoga day. My my my...was the poses yesterday out of this world or what? The 'sun salutation' is what causes my entire back ache i assume as it has heaps of 'cobra' pose and not forgetting back bend! Not quite out of this world but probably it's just me(haven't been doing much stretching for my bod lately) I have to say here too that for the past 1 week I did not attend any yoga classes cause I wasn't feeling too well. So I guess that explain it all... Hence to my back ache, it has been making me look like a human-like robot! How else weird can it get other than that? *sobs* Hope the aching ease off before this Saturday or else I won't be able to attend my ballet lessons *fingers crossed*

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Anyway, back to update about Thursday(today). Had presentation today for business communication class. I did on a product about Singapore Airlines A380. It was so so fun! I feel so proud presenting it. After my group presentation, my group members and myself went out to the cafeteria for tea break and what else can we do other than to...camwhore! *LOL* Had so much fun with them and have got heaps n heaps of pictures. It was just crazy moments with me girls! On my way back home after class in the car with mum, I showed me mum the pictures we took and there was this one particular picture of me alone acting really silly, I was actually pretending to lift the fire extinguisher with my butt sticking out and out of a sudden my mum said "Hmm...you're too thin, too flat. If you're working with SIA you won't look nice in the kebaya especially the sarong as you've got no bum" I was like....*speechless* just because I did a presentation on SIA today and I've been trying out for cabin crew with SIA previously and I think it kinda reminded her about it all and had to comment of such. Haha! Hilarious! You're so funny mum!

TAGS!

Got tagged by my lovely sis. So I'm doing it since I'm so called 'free' *LOL*

Rules:
1. Name 5 people you can think of right off the top of your head.
2. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people.
3. Randomly list the names. no cheating!

The 5 people:
1) my lovely sis
2) that fella
3) Zie Along
4) Ivy
5) Sam

Questions:
1. How did you meet 1? [my lovely sis]
hmm...*recalling* she was 13 & I was 17 back then, we were in this awesome dance titled 'Party!' choreographed by our ballet teacher for our annual charity ballet concert. Hehe!

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would you rate your friendship with 1? [my lovely sis]
I won't rate, because she isn't my friend, she's my sister for heaven sake =p..but if I had to, it will be a perfect 10/10!

3. How long have you known 4? [Ivy]
She's my bestie aka BFF! We knew each other back when we we're both 15, so that makes 6 years of unforgettable memories *winks*

4. How do you know number 3? [Zie Along]
Well, we were studying in the same high school, she's 2 years senior than me. We're really close to each other.

5. Where's 5? [Sam]
I believe so that he's still here in Malaysia but he'll be leaving soon for good*sobs* Will be missing ya heaps!

6. A fact about number 1? [my lovely sis]
She's pretty much fragile...so pls guys(or gurls too), handle her with much care and love*puppy face*

7. Who is 4 going out with? [Ivy]
A guy whom I introduced to her back in 2006 on Valentine's Day whom is now her bf ever since

8. What does 1 do for a living? [my lovely sis]
Nothing just yet...just going to school and that's it *haha*

9. Would you live with number 3? [Zie Along]
Yea sure why not?! Haha!

10. What do you like about number 2? [that fella]
Hmm...a good question, i like his silliness! Why? So that i can always tease him Hahaha! >_< JK! I like his sense of will to work hard with what he's currently doing now

11. Do you miss number 5? [Sam]
HELL YEA I DO!!! Heaps!!! Words can't describe it!

12. Would you make out with number 4? [Ivy]
LMAO! If it was a dare...like do I have a choice,right? No comment actually*winks*

13. What's your opinion of number 2? [that fella]
Hmm...whacky, silly, weird, funny, nice, good looking, hard working fella & definitely owns a hott bod which no one can deny...nuff said!

14. What's your favorite memory with number 5? [Sam]
Oh man! Ermm...hmm...we have got heaps man! Favourite memory, I think I've got to say how we both met on the first day. Haha! It was a really sweet and funny one. *winks*

15. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out? [my lovely sis & that fella]
Haleluja! Haha! I'll be the happiest person ever besides my sis and they have me bleesings

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5? [Sam]
Definitely! He's my ex-bf..so does that answer your question? Hehe!

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house? [that fella]
LMAO! Definitely NOT!

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot? [Zie Along]
Yea, you could say so...just that only when she comes back from Australia for holiday

19. Who have you known the longest?
Ivy, Zie Along and definitely my lovely sis

20. How often do you talk to 1? [my lovely sis]
24/7!!! Without fail! We're unseparatable =p right, sis?

21. What about 2? [that fella]
Used to but something happened so not as much any longer

22. Have you ever thought 3 more then a friend? [Zie Along]
Haha yea....she's like my sister = )

23. Would you go out for a date with 5? [Sam]
*faints* Like hello...we were together before..but another good date and a start all over again would be a good

24. Do you dream about 2? [that fella]
Not that I wanted to but yea I had before...a couple of times

25. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget? [Ivy]
Once she scolded me...but it was for the better. We were cool after that

26. What have you done for 1 that the person never forget? [my lovely sis]
Being there for her as always without fail...endure pain with her and so is the happiness

27. What's 3 hobby? [Zie Along]
Relaxing at her comfy home *winks*

28. Tag 5 people
-Winson
-Nickeo
-Alwyn
-Benson
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2nd chance..?

Each and everyone of us as normal human beings leads a daily life, sometimes you're happy, sometimes you're sad, there're days when it's good, and there're days when it's bad. It's a balance of life just like the 'yin & yang'. We tend to make unexpected decisions sometimes, and it becomes a thing called 'mistakes' as we all know. Every one of us do wish for a 2nd chance to correct our silly mistakes. I know I have one particular mistake of mine which I wish that I could actually turn back time and wish I didn't go on with it. I knew what was actually going on inside you when you told me practically everyday about it just from the sound of your voice and excitement but I seriously didn't know what went wrong that it turns out to be a false hope to you. I blame myself for it no matter how many times you told me it has got nothing to do with me. And you telling me that you know what to do and that you're backing off. I live with the sense of guilt in me every single day then. Wasn't a good feeling at all I must admit, it totally felt so wrong but it still went on. And ended up, you and me both got badly hurt inside. Those were the days we both had ups and downs, I call it the unstable days. Till one day, I realise that it's not working out as how it was suppose to be and situations began to be cold. Totally hated that person, words can't even describe it. Then came to a point or should I say a day, when I suddenly realise it all happened for a reason. Things started to be how I wanted it to be at first, right from the beginning. I see you being your normal self again, back to square one like how it was suppose to be. I totally feel a sense of relief as I know I did the right thing now. It's like I've been given a 2nd chance to do something which I didnt do. I've learned that if it's yours, it's yours...if it's not, then it's not. I feel like I'm given a chance to being happy once again in my own way...

Blessings to both...

<3

Au Revoir...

The title itself tells you goodbye...it's true, I'm saying goodbye to my dedicated ballet teacher, Ms. Beh who's been teaching me for 8 years. Last Saturday was her very last day with Federal Academy of Ballet(FAB) which also means last day of class with us. It was a total emo day( I don't know for the rest but for me it is). After class, I managed to get a picture taken with her before hugs and kisses goodbye. Hugging her felt like it could go on forever, didnt want to let go. Saying goodbye wasn't an easy thing to do/say. I hate goodbyes anyway. I was tearing up inside, but i held it in, didn't wanna show my tears to my teacher as she was about to cry as well. So lets not make it worse isn't it? Anyway, got home after class, sat in my room and suddenly found myself reminiscing on those good times I had together with my classmates with Ms. Beh. Those were the greatest moment/time ever, especially choreographing for our annual charity concert. She's one of the best choreographer ever for 2-3 years consecutively. People adored/admired/praised our dance and dancers(US) even after a long time, our dance still remains the hot topic to talk about among other people/students. I feel proud being under her wings. But now, everything is different, I'm with a new teacher but she's isnt't that bad after all. She's one of the best ballet teacher too, much talented too. Gonna see how many years I'm gonna be under her.

*Ms. Beh, I miss you so much and you'll forever be a part of me in my dance. Take care and hope all the best to you. Love always!*

xoxo <3