Nightmare disaster!

I don't know whether is it just me or some sort of punishment for piercing my navel. All this while,having this piercing for 5 coming to 6 months now i have not or even dare to touch it or take the stud out to be change whatever it is but till 3 days ago on Monday i decided to try taking it out n see wot happens. I must admit that i was pretty scared n nervous bout taking it out but i make myself brave enough n i did took it out n i was excited. I finally did it! And i put it back in after that whole excitement thingy. And then comes the scary part of the story,the nx day which was Tuesday,after shower i wanted to clean my navel n the stud so i took it out AGAIN n after 1 min i wanted to put the stud back in BUT....IT DID'T WANNA GO BACK IN!!!! SHIT! I started freakin' out. And i was wondering whether is the hole close BUT isn't it a lil' bit too impossible to happen? Because i only took it out for just a mere 1 min and it can just close in that short period of time? WEIRD! So i called up my fren who did the piercing for me n he told me to go see him at the shop. So that was exactly wot i did today,went to the shop to see him to get checked. And he tried pushing the stud back in too but it didnt work too. So he told me to lye down n noe wot? I'M GETTIN IT PIERCED FOR THE 2ND TIME! Gosh! Experienced the same ol' pain for the 2nd time man. And he concluded that the hole DID CLOSE! Sigh...i was like WOT?! Closed in just 1 min?! That's fast man! From now onwards i promise myself not to touch it n take it out again by myself. It's just so freaky!

Updates

My so called 'last n final' performances(for now that is) for the month of Nov was on Sunday. The stage was wot i least expected it to be. I was frustrated n so disappointed over it tho. It wasnt reli small but still sorta small jz because of the stupid pathetic podium on stage. It was in the middle of the stage n unfortunately for me cz that's where my placing is. Darned it! N it kinda ruined the choreography tho. During the dance i actually hv to keep stepping up n down of the podium n i almost tripped n fell from it. I can actually imagine the humiliation i'll be getting if i did trip n fall. But afterall,this whole experience was so awesome(eventhough it wasnt reli big like i did my show abroad)...it's still kinda cool. Performing for me has became part of my life n part of me now. Been doing this for eight years now,and it totally pays off...but still i wouldnt wanna stop just here but go on further instead. I am very thankful that i have reli gud people around me...my parents are both reli supportive bout my dance courier n actually brought me into this field although both does not hv any dancing background for nuts...them paying my dancing sch fees all this years actually cost them a bomb(sorta like an investment)...not just that but all my leotards n shoes...gosh! I hv countless of leotards n ballet shoes,pairs after pairs. All thanks to my parents for paying em'. All my frenz are just so close and reli reli support me at all times too...they came to watch n support me on n off stage on Sunday was reli touchy to me. I was so glad u guys came. Love u all to bits! My ballet friends,we hv a certain bond when we dance n perform together all this yrs n it has brought us so close till we felt like sisters/family. I totally appreciate all of u guys as well. And Winson,again i hv to trouble u to come all the way from KL just to come watch me perform eventhough i know you had to go do some stuff after that in Rawang. Hmm..thx for coming ya. Overall we both certainly had fun eating n laughing all the way...didnt we babe? LOL! Miss ya so much...n miss hanging out wit u too. Sigh...u've been so busy wit lotsa stuff. Most probably we'll catch up in Dec when we're in Penang aite? Hope to hear from u soon n take care.

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Today's my off day from work so went to One Utama wit Carmen to chill and catch up wit some latest movies that i've been missing. And God knows when was my last big screen entertainment. Lol! We watched 'Step Up'...we both were waiting so long for this movie. It was so awesome,reli made me feel wanna get up from my seat n move,dance n groove too. Ballet in the movie is just so awesome n those hip hop moves are like...whoa!!! Super cool! My head was bobbing n my body was moving/dancing throughout the whole entire movie. Reli no regrets watching it. I made the right choice afterall. After movie wot else other than to SHOP!!! LOL! Bought reli nice clothes from Blook...glad that i bought it n it was the last piece too. Size was just soo perfect too. It's a cotton Japanese-kimono style/design black top...reli cute. Soo love it!. N i also went shopping for a a bday gift for someone speacial. Lol! Sorry Carmen for taking such a long time to make up my mind which to buy. I'm like so undecisive over it. Oh well..but finally i found n think it's the right one! Hahaha! Thx for being so patience wit me.

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I just got to find out that(i think) i either accidentaly snapped or twisted my ligaments/tendons of my left leg near the ankle area. *sob sob* And i cant walk properly for nuts now. Nooo....!!!!! This is so not happening to me. I can hardly move my left leg about,even a lil' bit cz it'll hurt. I wonder wot n how this happened to me. I'm like limping about when i wanna do sumtin or get sumtin n other than that i just sit n lye on my bed(even now writting this blog of mine). I think i better not move about so much n just stay in my room. Sighs...i jz hope it'll be better soon.

Anyway,i've been blogging so long now. Need to go get some rest n catch up wit my sleep. Am working in the morning tmr. Hv a gud week ahead ya'll!

Dateline

I'll be doin my final show(i think so) for the month of Nov tmr. N today was the full dress rehearsals with all my gurls. Oh my,i must say there's still a couple of my gurls are actually still so unsure of the placing n all. That is disaster man. How can this actually happen ppl...the show is already tmr n there isnt any time for practice tmr once we get there. Steps n placing position shud be all well known by heart now n not marking and being unsure during this very last rehearsal. Gosh! N i have not seen my ballet teacher got that mad before in class tho. Pity her..i know all the pressure is on her because of this show. But i guess i cant blame them anyway as this is only their 2nd practice with the rest of us which we hv been practicing since Sept. Btw,this is gonna be our 2nd show for the public launching of Barbie's latest movie 'Barbie in The 12 Dacing Princesses'. We took in the two new gurls to actually replace the other two(the initial dancers) who cant perform for tmr. So troublesome. N i also got to know that the stage that we're going to perform on tmr will be kinda small(for the 12 of us). Oh no...another disaster. Oh well,let's just hope everything will go well tmr. Wish us luck(or rather 'break a leg')

Testing...testing

This is my first time blogging on my very new account/blog after Winson told me to actually create a proper blog site. Hmm...so far so gud,it's not too bad afterall tho but oh my,editting the whole blog page is jz so tiring. Gosh! Thanks for the advise Winson about creating one here. N give me some feedback on wot u think bout my blog alrite Winson? Well guess i'll stop here now. Will update my blog soon. Toodles!